My dear readers, I must once again apologize for the great length of time between my posts. My life has been rather busy, but is other wise going well. It has been just over three months since I have returned from Panama, and I still think about my time there constantly. Many of you have asked for another post on my experiences there, so I am going to take the next few lines on this page sharing my favorite object lesson from my trip.
As I worked with and among the different peoples of Panama, I encountered three different languages; Spanish, Kuna and Wounaan. This meant that I had the privilege of working with several wonderful translators (because my spanish is horribly rusty). If you have ever been in a situation in which you needed to rely on a translator, you know what a wonderful partnership and working experience it can be. Looking back, I feel that I communicated better when I was speaking through a translator, than how I do speaking on my own. The language barrier forced me to employ every form on communication, body language, good annunciation, strong listening and full concentration on what was being said. Even with all my efforts, the translators did most of the work. Their work started long before I met them, for they had to build up a vocabulary in two and sometimes three languages and their work continued for they were conscious of their role, always placing themselves where they could listen most effectively.
It is through these observations of how good translators work, I learned more about my role as a translator for God. The question, 'Am I listening to God in such a way that I will be ready to translate what He says to me to the people He brings into my life in a way that they would understand?' is haunting and leads to many more questions. First of all, what kind of vocabulary and qualities am I building up in myself? 1 Peter 1:5-8 gives a list of qualities (faith, goodness, knowledge, self-control, perseverance, godliness, brotherly kindness and love) that we should do everything in our power to gain in increasing amounts, because they will keep us from being ineffective and unproductive in our knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. Secondly, am I effectively listening to God? As a college student, I have become very good at 'bearly' listening. Sometimes I go to class and the only part of the lecture I remember is what followed the phase "This will be on the test". It's bad to think that I do that with some of my classes, but it's really scary to think that I do that with God.
I was reading Habakkuk today, and in the second chapter, verse one, Habakkuk states, "I will stand my watch and station myself on the ramparts; I will look to see what he will say to me, and what answer I am to give to this complaint." In chapter one, Habakkuk basically gave God a long list of complains, and then sat down and waited for God to answer. The first verse of chapter two really stuck out to me because I can think of many times I have complained to God, but then went on with my life, and didn't stick around to wait for an answer. Habakkuk not only waited for an answer, but he placed himself in the 'watchtower' the best position possible to receive God's message.
Cuts deep, doesn't it? To realize that the message God has for me and others may be getting lost in translation. Can I afford to listen halfheartedly? The answer is no. I must see myself as a watchman, earnestly listening, eagerly awaiting for God to speak to me.
